I get to pick what I dream about this time. At first, it's like any other dream. I forget that I'm in my bedroom, and it seems normal that I'm somewhere else. I'm in someone's lap, and they're rocking me. I'm looking out a bay window at this field of flowers that looks familiar, like some place that I've called home. Not here, and not the blue house. Maybe both. Maybe neither.
I open my eyes and have a half-awake dream with a big black dog sitting at the foot of my bed. I remember that I'm dreaming and just watch the dog for a moment. It whimpers, and its face touches my hand.
I shake my head until I wake up more, and the dog is gone.
This is probably the least scary "half awake" dream I've ever had. Maybe because I picked the subject.
I think I know what it means.
I need to practice.
I need to do what I need to do.
I want to talk to someone about this. I just don't know who.
Have I really shut myself off that much lately?

4 comments:
I could try to halpz today/sometime.
I has an ideaz!
Dog
To see a dog in your dream, symbolizes intuition, loyalty, generosity, protection, and fidelity. The dream suggests that your strong values and good intentions will enable you to go forward in the world and bring you success. Alternatively, it indicates a skill that you have ignored or forgotten. If the dog is vicious and/or growling, then it signifies some inner conflict within yourself. It may indicate betrayal and untrustworthiness.�If the dog is dead or dying, then it indicates a loss of a good friend. Alternatively, it represents a deterioration of your instincts. Also consider common notions associated with the word dog, such as loyalty ("man's best friend") and to be "treated like a dog".
To see a happily barking dog in your dream, symbolizes pleasures and much social activity. If the dog is barking ferociously, then it represents your habit of unnecessary barking at people and the situations around you. It could also mean unfriendly companions. To dream that a dog bites your on the leg, suggests that you have lost your ability to balance aspects of your life. You may be hesitant in approaching a new situation or have no desire to move forward with your goals. Alternatively, it symbolizes disloyalty.
To dream that you are buying a dog, indicates your tendency to buy your friends or buy compliments and favors. Alternatively, it suggest a need for you to find companionship. If you are being guided by a dog, suggests that you are having difficulties in navigating out of a situation or problem.
Field
To see green fields in your dream, symbolizes great abundance, freedom, and happiness. You may also be going through a period of personal growth. Alternatively, this dream may simply be an expression for your love of nature.`
To see freshly plowed fields in your dream, signifies growth, early rise to wealth and fortunate advancements to places of honor.
To see dead or barren fields, signifies lack, pessimism and your jaded prospects for the future.
Rocking
To dream that you are rocking yourself, suggests that you are regressing into childlike behavior. Alternatively, it indicates your need to be comforted and reassured.
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