Love him or don't.
Hate him or don't.
You can't have both. You can only have one.
Stop sitting on the fence.
I wish I could express to Raychel that she isn't the only one who feels indecisive. Maybe it would put her at ease to know how often I change my mind about things, and just how dramatically different those mindsets are?
I'm just getting good at hiding it, generally. Or maybe it's just that I'm less impulsive.
Maybe that's how it's supposed to be. Find a place where you'll finally balance yourself out. Even ground first, happiness second.
I've found the truth so many times in so many places, but they're all contradictory. I wonder how any of it ever seemed like the truth to me then, and how it ever seems like the truth to me now.
Maybe we pick our destinations when we're born, and then spend our entire lives wandering away, trying to pick something different. What's the point, though, if we already laid it out for ourselves perfectly?
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