we accept the love we think we deserve.

I stole a picture from PostSecret today because
1. this secret caught my attention, and
2. I don't have any new pictures ready to post.

I've been tired today. Maybe it's from all the In The Groove I've been playing lately. Maybe it's because I've been busy every day for a while now. I feel as though I have to keep myself preoccupied so I don't start to mentally burn out, but it seems like I'm getting burnt out anyway.

I had a dream last night that I honestly can't remember all that well. The parts I do remember were essentially the same things I always dream about - going shopping with Fern and then getting whisked away in a car.

Whisked away by Adam. I didn't think there was any guesswork to that.

I don't want to care that much about how another person feels about me. I don't want to have to worry about their fidelity. I don't want to feel like I have to be better than whatsherface so that they'll want to pick me over her.

I'm not the most trusting person anymore; it's probably because I've realized just how cracked people are.