lost.

My bedroom floor is a complete mess, but I don't care.
I never really settle the problems I have with my boyfriend, but I don't care.
I don't see my family much, but I don't care.
I'm not going to school, but I don't care.

There's still room for me to sleep, still moments when he makes me happy, they still love me, there's still time. I'm still young.

Some people can be forced into boxes. Some people have no problem going through life, obeying orders, staying inside the box, and never testing their boundaries or limits.
There are some people who can't live that way. There are some people who constantly have to push themselves.
I am person B trying to be person A.
This is a quick way to lose yourself.

I'm not sure if it gets easier or harder as I just sit and wait. Maybe it's a little bit of both.